My first Relationship 😬

       So I've been getting a lot of requests from people asking me to talk about my previous relationship where I dated someone 10 years older than me at the age of 17.
       I've decided not to drop the whole story, as that would be a huge bombshell and perhaps something worse than Corona virus 😅. Therefore, I'll be sharing little experiences when I remember any 😁.
      It was fun dating someone way older. My friends used to call him my grandpa, considering the fact that he was that old and I didn't even help matters cuz I was tiny. Whenever we walked together, I didn't even want to see through people's eyes and imagine what they thought about a big uncle helping his little girl cross the road. The weirdest part of the whole relationship was where we had to call each other sweet names. Calling him "baby" really made me feel weird and I talked about how really wanted to call him "uncle baby" (I really meant it) but we laughed it off. It must also had felt strange to him calling me baby cuz the reality of that came with a sting 😟. So you see, if getting sweet names was this tough, you can imagine how tough our journey was 😁.
     It was my first relationship and I was so naive, shy and uncomfortable (initially). For months, I couldn't even look him in the eye when I talked to him. I always went with my friends to his house whenever I went to visit. Whenever he'd ask me why I always came with my friends, I'd tell him that my mum forbade me from visiting a male friend alone 😂 😂.
    The very important question would be......
How did I get here?